Views: 810 · Added: 39 days ago
Whether you're considering suicide or know someone who feels suicidal, learn suicide warning signs and how to reach out for immediate help and professional treatment. Suicide, taking your own life, is a tragic reaction to stressful life situations. I don't know all the stress my friend was going through but I will miss the beautiful woman who touch lives with her spoken word poem. Now I have this hole in my heart because she no longer with us. I will honor her memory by getting healthy,and getting my nursing degree. I will help as many people I can and make people award of suicide and try to help prevent it. I know the thoughts and idea of suicide and Yes I have tried to commit suicide. God my father in heaven thought otherwise. I am motivated to all that I can be to be a better person. If anyone wants information about suicide prevention hit me up.
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Views: 770 · Added: 39 days ago
I am back on after being gone for a couple years from this site.
I am no longer owned and am looking for a female or cute male sub of my own to play with and spank.
I am going to be on a bit more regularly and will post a self spank vid as soon as I can figure out how to get it on here from my phone it is giving me some problems currently :)
well hello again and may you all have wonderful spankable days
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Views: 782 · Added: 39 days ago
Athazagoraphobia is the Fear of being forgotten & or ignored by someone whom you strongly care about.
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Views: 977 · Added: 39 days ago
My heart hurts so bad, I dont think it will ever go away. Many of my friends on here know my story with Edward. This time it is over for good and my heart is torn in two. How can you love a man so much and not be able to make it work?. How can you keep giving and hoping and working on something that has no hope?. I am not looking for advice or sympathy. I am just trying to write out my feelings so that maybe by speaking them out loud, I can learn to heal. I can maybe look back on all the things we shared and learned from each other and be grateful that I had the experience with him and be able move on. But right now..I am hurting so bad I cant breathe.
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Views: 755 · Added: 39 days ago
HA! I just found this pair of red panties in my box of old clothes. Now I'm walking around and laughing because i have a "red bum" Even though I likely deserve one for being up so late past my bedtime naughty little girl I am. Feeling quite frisky at the moment!
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Views: 1059 · Added: 40 days ago
With my large family I don't usually get to do something I plan for myself often... my weekends are usually going to a birthday party, baby/bridal shower, christening, gardening, family reunion, huge Christmas party.. but this weekend I had the house to myself so I got to enjoy a LONG HOT bubble bath with lilac scented water n purple food coloring ( smiles).. I got to spend a lot of time with my cat Mooch who is left alone often while I am out working. Yesterday I made 10 homemade blueberry breads just because I had a ton of leftover blueberries from work from a salad we have discontinued... "Daddy" had work today so he came over after work yesterday and got here just as the breads came out the oven so he quickly dug in n devoured one , then I made dinner for us n we went to bed where we had some "us" time before he had to leave at 2am.... Then I had my youngest daughter, her husband, her 6 yr old daughter, 5 yr old stepson n 7 month old daughter over for the day.. I had the kids help prepare some snacks ( simple frozen hot pretzels with cheese sauce, chilled shrimp and homemade cocktail sauce).. then I taught my daughter how to make peanut butter bars ( a big hit in our family and she has been wanting to learn how for a long time).. then we prepared dinner together ( also something I enjoy doing ).. BUT somehow I managed to do something to my right foot and am in quite a bit of pain, it hurts so bad to put any pressure on it and it is swollen too, I did not fall or trip, I didn't twist it or drop anything on it so I am puzzled... I just pray its ok by morning when I have to go to work because pain or not I will go anyways as I cant afford to miss even one day.... even still, I am smiling at the good and relaxing time I had this weekend.... :)
Views: 763 · Added: 40 days ago
When a person dies, they have 7 minutes of brain activity left. It's the mind playing back the persons memories in a dream sequence.
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Views: 734 · Added: 40 days ago
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I was at this dance club last night and this stunning blonde in a short black dress strolls up to me bends down to talk to me because I am in a wheelchair. She hands me a card and tell me talk dirty to me and do what you want to me. So I play along and pull her long blonde hair and tell her you are my naughty little slut and because your naughty I am going to tan your ass. I pull her over my lap and start spanking her juicy ass she moans and yells hard so I tell her shut your filthy mouth and spank harder. After about 15 min of this hard spanking she looks in to my eyes and whispers thank you. She then gets up and walks a way. later in the night I am dancing with a bride to be with her friends and she informs me that I spanked one of her bridesmaids for a game they were playing. best birthday party ever.
Views: 634 · Added: 40 days ago
Nothing Gold Can Stay
by Robert Frost
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold,
Her early leafs a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to greif,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
Views: 789 · Added: 40 days ago
A knight in shining armor thought me fair,
But loved me from afar as in a sonnet.
My honor would be hurt beyond repair,
Should passion make him strip my bottom bare,
And lay a few medieval lashes on it.
I languish in my tower as he rides,
Afraid that he is tanning other hides.
If chivalry is such a holy bore,
I'd rather be his kinky little whore.
Views: 649 · Added: 41 days ago
A relationship without trust is like a car without gas. You can stay in it all you want, but it won’t go anywhere.
Views: 732 · Added: 41 days ago
I’m crying, no one around to ask why. Will I always be this cold and lonely because my ex husband made me afraid to love again? When I see people I know bonding with each other I always think they will realize how boring I am and not want to spend time with me again.When people turn to me for comfort during their depression I feel like stabbing myself a million times. Maybe then they would see that I’m in pain. Maybe then they would know that I could never burden them because they make it clear they don’t want me to. My only comfort is trying to get skinnier and be healthier. Do anyone feel the way I feel today? Please tell me that I am not alone. I know God will comfort me but right now I need A REALLY REALLY HUGE GIGANTIC HUG WITHOUT JUDGEMENT OR STRING ATTACH!!!!
Views: 646 · Added: 41 days ago
One of the problems I have in life is I stay a lot in my thoughts and get so wrapped up in thinking, thinking, and thinking that I create a lot of stress and depression. Spanking helps with this. It is unfortunate since I never found a relationship that I can't do it more often. Professionals are too expensive for me. When I do have a chance to be spanked it is wonderful. I can just surrender, relax, and feel the pain and pleasure. I am over her knee and she has control. Thoughts fall away and just like listening to music things become sensory. Paddles are fine but a woman's hand is perhaps best. The heat and warmth felt through my bottom, the redness afterward really relief my stress. Great to have a hug after my experience...
Views: 725 · Added: 41 days ago
Well, the day is finally here. Jewel and I leave for 2 weeks as soon as I get off work for 2 days. Though I have worked on the latest video, I did not get it finished in time. I hate deadlines. As far as fishing goes, I probably won't catch any as I'm not bringing a pole along. Of course, you can catch fish with a good sized firecracker; but it is frowned upon. So, I guess, I will have to content myself with cutting switches. :o)
Views: 639 · Added: 41 days ago
I got a spanking today. I found a gentleman nearby who likes to role play a spanking so I played the son who continued to skip school only this time, my father was waiting for me at home. When I arrived, he dragged me by my ear in to the bedroom, told me that he was done punishing me with groundings and chores and that the only way I would learn is with a stern spanking.
I protested saying I was too old for a spanking, butt I soon learned that spankings hurt no matter how old you are.
With my pants down, he pulled me over his lap and began spanking me. A few smacks in, my underpants came down and I was getting a bare bottom OTK hand spanking. He then moved on to a couple of small paddles which left a lasting impression.
When he put me in the corner, I mouthed off to him so he gave me a half dozen fast hard swats with a jokari paddle. OUCH!!
Butt I didn't learn and mouthed off to him again. So he grabbed me by the ear and put me over the bed. From behind me, I heard the swoosh of a belt being removed and the next thing I knew he was whoopin me with it. THAT got my attention. My ass was hurting and after about 50 swats with the belt, he had me back in the corner. It was done.
My ass still hurts when I sit down. It's not a glowing red like it was before but I'm definitely sore. Can't wait till next time :)
Views: 700 · Added: 41 days ago
So I have been asked a lot "where have I been hiding?" I haven't been online lately for some reasons,but hopefully if all goes well I will be online a little more and my birthday is coming up and maybe I will get over my shyness with making videos by then and tape my second ever birthday spanking,depending on my mentor of course,lol also I am going though so health stuff,but it is positive and time consuming so bare with me if I don't respond to your messages right away
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Views: 632 · Added: 42 days ago
I am humbled by outpouring of love and support from family, friends and even friends I haven't yet met. They've been a great comfort to me as an era ended sadly, and a source of strength to lean upon. If I had more potent words than "Thank-you" I would use them, so Thank you, All y'alls. You have my deepest gratitude.
Views: 576 · Added: 42 days ago
I did a self-spanking as maintenance. Just something I truly needed.
A disciplinarian instructed me too rub lotion on my bottom and administer 100 smacks per cheek with the brush, then rub with lotion again and administer 200 smacks each with my paddle.
It helped relieve some stress and I slept like a baby. lol
There's no bruises though. :-(
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Views: 536 · Added: 42 days ago
Looking for girls/women that wouldn't mind either chatting or getting mentored by me. Very well-experienced and willing to show you. I have Yahoo IM and kik if anyone wants to chat there.