Views: 263 · Added: 18 days ago
Sometimes i really really hate people and i find myself saying words that no lady should say...and im really really close to writing every single one down here right now, i hate people i just want to scream
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Views: 219 · Added: 18 days ago
Am I the only one in this house that as to do fucking chores like really get off your lazy ass and help around the house. I dont care if your stressed. Why should I when all you do is bitch at me when Im in my depressive state witch makes me want to self harm. I swear I am so done with you. Stupid lazy step father. And I dont want a hug leave me alone. Rant over.
Sorry as you can tell Im a little mad right now. Its a everyday thing.
Views: 315 · Added: 18 days ago
I got punishment for what I was posting on here and deserved it fully. My Butt really hurts.
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Views: 199 · Added: 18 days ago
I'm on my way home. I went across the road and drop my ipod. I went to go back for it and I almost got hit my a truck it was really close. One more to add to the post of why not to drive because of my own stupidity.
Views: 214 · Added: 18 days ago
Anyone from Louisiana on here?
Views: 247 · Added: 18 days ago
First of all I'm very kind and always open to chat. I really enjoy making new friends and matching with some intelligent conversation. I tend to be the one people come to when they need to release something on their minds. I'm a realist and I'll tell you as it is, though my words might seem blunt... if I didn't care I wouldn't put any effort in. Don't mistaken my kindness for being a doormat, I'm not naive and I know when intentions have gone awry... remember I'm a realist and tend to fall on logic when things seem off. Don't think you can fool me because on top of that I'm an empath and can feel your intent. Before you msg me... read my blurb here or else I will make you feel like the awful person you are for stepping boundaries with me.
I'm involved in the BDSM community where I live. My friends are made up of those people whom I spend a lot of my extra time with. When you slip into that blissful lifestyle you have to learn the rules. Even a world where things are so freeing there are rules to abide by. Always ...Safe. Sane. Consensual. If any three aren't in play then the respect anyone has for you will go out the window. THIS INCLUDES INTERNET INTERACTIONS!
Consent for a moment... that's the most important one. I can't tell you how often this one is broken online. If you are messaging someone to say things to them that are demeaning or assuming you have a role to dominate over them... you are breaking consent. Unless you have discussed and defined the role you haven NO right to treat anyone more than a prospective acquaintance or friend.
I am ashamed to say most(not all) of my inbox is filled with these types of men and even woman who have NO IDEA about the extent of consent. Even through your inbox you can say things that are mentally restraining over a person. If you haven't intentions of a pleasant conversation then go away... because I'm not here to subject myself to you thinking you have a role as a dom over ME simply because I bottom for BoT; whom has my consent. I am a person of common interest to chat and enjoy the company of. No more until further notice.
Ladies... gentleman... if anyone of you experience this. It's NOT ok! Maybe you dont know because the internet is as far as you have gone...and people on the inter-world tend to be big TURDS... but someone trying to play a possession over you without consent and trust can still have an affect over your mind and soul. You aren't a 'bad bottom' for not allowing this into your subspace. BE SMART and take care of yourself.
As nervous as you are about the real world of BDSM or just the Spanko real world... You will almost NEVER experience such a blatant disrespect in real life. I can say as an active member of the real world.... I have only experienced seeing it ONCE and what happened? That person was escorted out and shunned from events he was recognized at. These people... normal people... they protect each other... the rest who make the mistake of not fitting in lack something mentally to cope in the real BDSM World. That means those assholes you hardly know, acting macho dom in your inbox... PITY them because the real world of BDSM will NOT open their arms to them. They just won't fit in. They will be forever stuck preying on people who are probably ignorant to how things work. You don't have to be that ignorant person. If you are a victim of this, we can talk and I can educate you on how to deal with those situations by having respect for yourself. Take control and protect yourself... it's the most admirable thing you could do :)
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Views: 198 · Added: 18 days ago
I'm sitting here I study hall and all of a sudden it hits me. I have a mentor. And I'm in trouble with him. I'm not going to be able to sit when he's done with my butt. I'm in trouble.
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Views: 290 · Added: 19 days ago
A while back I told you all about my mentor suddenly disappearing without a word. He finally got a hold of me. He finally answered one of my many messages.He blamed it on his internet and his busy schedule with work. No he just didn't know how to be a good mentor. This is what I wrote him!!!!
Daddy I guess I was hoping I meant more to you then I did. I don't know if you realize what It means to submit to another person. You give your everything to the dominant. You need to be led and to be cared for. It's not just following rules and being punished. You knew that in the beginning that I needed to feel young and child like.Calling you daddy seems so wrong now.When you stopped talking I just couldn't imagine a person being so heartless and by doing that, it truly showed you know nothing about being a daddy or actually caring about a person you were suppose to have cared for , you would have never had done that if you did care.Please don't ever be that way with anyone else. I know you are a good person and maybe deep down inside you could open yourself up enough to have true feelings for someone and really care that their feelings matter.I don't think I can talk to you anymore because honestly you crushed me when you left. No word, no explanation and no caring for my feelings.I know your reply already so no need to even answer this. It will just bring tears again.Please take time to really think about taking on a new baby girl. I would hate to have someone else hurt as deeply as myself.Have a wonderful life and I love you daddy
Views: 255 · Added: 19 days ago
I went to the store today with my mom. As we were about to check out i went to the row that has the lighters. i really wanted one so i grabbed it and looked at. I was about to put it in my pocket but people kept passing by and then this guy came in the row. So I put it back on the shelf. Then my mom came so I went out of the store.
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Views: 221 · Added: 19 days ago
A lady decided to give herself a big treat for her 90th birthday by staying overnight in a really nice luxurious hotel..
When she checked out the next morning, the desk clerk handed her a bill for $250.00. She demanded to know why the charge was so high "I agree it's a nice hotel, but the rooms aren't worth $250..00 for just an overnight stay - I didn't even have breakfast!"
The clerk told her that $250.00 is the 'standard rate,' and breakfast had been included had she wanted it.
She insisted on speaking to the Manager.
The Manager appeared and, forewarned by the desk clerk, announced: "This hotel has an Olympic-sized pool and a huge conference center which are available for use." "But I didn't use them." ''Well, they are here, and you could have."
He went on to explain that she could also have seen one of the in-hotel shows for which they were so famous.
"We have the best entertainers from all over the world performing here."
"But I didn't go to any of those shows.." She Pleaded.
"Well, we have them, and you could have." was the reply.
No matter what amenity the Manager mentioned, she replied,
"But I didn't use it!" and the Manager countered with his
After several minutes discussion, and with the Manager still unmoved, she decided to pay, wrote a check and gave it to him.
The Manager was surprised when he looked at the check.
"But Madam, this check is for only $50.00" "That's correct" she replied "I charged you $200.00 for sleeping with me."
"But I didn't sleep with you madam!" said the manager
"Well, too bad, I was here, and you could have."!!
Views: 177 · Added: 19 days ago
I bitch.. I complain.. I vent... but bottom line is.. im a big girl n can take care of myself... :)
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Views: 191 · Added: 19 days ago
What's the one things that you like or love about spanking
Views: 185 · Added: 19 days ago
My message to women thinking of spanking me: you don't need to hesitate or hold back on account of my being physically disabled. I'm tough, I'm resilient, I can take whatever you're willing to give me. In fact, I'm eager to learn from direct experience just how hard a woman can spank a man's bare ass with her hand, and I would welcome, should I be so fortunate as to have it come my way, a power "mismatch" with an Amazon.
Views: 216 · Added: 19 days ago
It’s just a slender birch twig, but as everybody knows who has been on the receiving end, slender doesn’t mean harmless. On the contrary, a strong whippy switch can inflict serious pain when applied with enthusiasm.
Which is the case now. The very first stroke is a stinging reminder that whippy isn’t wimpy, and a couple more confirm it in spades. Stoicism is off. At best she’ll be able to stay in position and take all twelve strokes.
She gasps. She whimpers. Soon each lash elicits a sharp cry. Had she forgotten how much it hurts when she asked for this? Because it hurts. A lot.
She’s kicking an agonised protest. She’s squirming frantically as her body demands that she escape the pain cracking onto her tender flesh.
But through it all, her hands clasped on the back of her neck succeed in keeping her in position, bottom up on top of the cushions. Everything is flailing and straining except for the target itself, which merely clenches and unclenches independently of her volition.
Does clenching help? Does not clenching help? Who knows and who cares? The only goal now is to endure.
Eleven and twelve, extra hard to finish in a blaze of glory. Then she’s cupping each hot welted cheek in her hand as the tension ebbs into stillness. Quite impressive swelling that skinny switch has inflicted! For a few moments she lies almost inert, as if exhausted by her ordeal.
But after the cushions are cleared away and it’s time for the sequel, it turns out she’s not exhausted at all . . . and the cries are bliss, not anguish.
Views: 166 · Added: 19 days ago
I apologize for leaving everyone hanging yesterday, my computer died and by the time i got it back up and running THREE HOURS LATER, it was time to go to work
Views: 292 · Added: 20 days ago
She is about to get twelve of the best with a swishy birch switch, and a delicious clutch of dread stirs in her belly. It has been so long! How will she take it? Will she be able to avoid disgracing herself by making a ridiculous fuss? She doesn’t know.
Maybe she’ll be stoical as the strokes draw their lines of pain across her bare bottom? Possible, but not likely.
More likely each impact on her quivering cheeks will force at least a gasp from her. Some jerky kicks too in reaction to the building fire, even if she manages to hold her position.
Most likely she’ll end up letting out a breathy cry as the mounting number of strokes doubles and redoubles her anguish. Most likely she’ll writhe and squirm, although by holding herself down with hands clasped behind her neck she should be able to keep her suffering bottom on top of the cushions.
Possibly all her resolutions will be for nothing, and the onslaught of searing stroke upon stroke will send her rolling away, hands cradling the hot swollen welts, unable to take any more.
But whatever, her bottom is bare in the cool air, pushed up by the cushions to form a perfect target, and she’s about to find out.
Views: 402 · Added: 20 days ago
So I've been pretty busy with work; and family issues that arose over the last few weeks. Stress and maybe a bit of depression have kept me from really doing much other than worry about those things for awhile. (Don't worry I still kept in touch with and an eye on the ladies I work with.)
So an update on them as of now:
Princess got herself in trouble with work and personal reasons. Rather than talking to me candidly or sweetly she choose to instead argue with me, and press me for information on why I was asking questions obviously related to discipline. When warned she continued to do so despite her being punished two previous times for that kind of disrespectful behavior. I generally talk to her as I would my best friend but she knows when I'm being serious and when to stop being an argumentative smart ass. When we first started talking it was as a disciplinarian and that has never stopped being a focus with us. I tend to follow the three strikes you're out policy and as a result she finds herself in deep trouble.
RedbottomC has been making efforts to be good, and hasn't been late to work since her first session so that has been going well. However she still argues with me from time to time (though she calls it "conversation"). Procrastination has been a sore spot though, and she made the very bad mistake of lying to me about something, in an effort to save herself a few swats. Needless to say she's earned way more as a result. Still proud of her efforts so far and know she will continue to progress. (Finances and eventually smoking are things we are looking at.)
Jbaby18 has kept her promise of not speeding and driving safer, bedtime has been an issue though due to her kid not entirely her fault. (I'm not unreasonable.) Obedience in that she isn't the quickest to answer or do what I ask is a bit of a problem but one she is working on. The distance makes it difficult but luckily she's still remembering her last session and hasn't relapsed.
Thank's for those that watch and give constructive comments. (Alaskan; go fuck yourself. There's a difference between constructive criticism and pointless comments to harass the women brave enough to allow themselves to be filmed and have the courage to go through with punishment spankings.)
To the friends that message me, cheers and hope to talk to you soon.
Views: 217 · Added: 20 days ago
I was kidding arounf with my online brother and he told me to stop swearing ajd I didn't he told me if I didn't I was going to get spanked. Me I didn't belive it was always empty promises. Boy was I wrong he gave me 50.25 on each butt ajd now I can't sit. I'm writing this well standing
Views: 197 · Added: 20 days ago
I had my first self spanking from a member on here and he gave me 12-6 on each cheek and then 12 more. It hurt a little but got its point across. I should know that if I need a spanking I could always count on the people on here.
Views: 215 · Added: 20 days ago
Ok so I got a problem. I can't find my keys and my parents think they can take my phone away when I'm the one paying for it. So how do I hide the fact that I don't know where my keys are until I find them. I feel like I'm going to scream if I find them
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