I can't actually believe it, tomorrow is Christmas eve! I can't stop jumping and twirling about, I love Christmas so much! It's my favourite time in the whole year! The excitement get so much sometimes that I have to scrunch my toes, clench my fists and squeeze everything really, really tight! Sometimes I squeeze so tightly that my face goes really really read and I get a funny pain in my chest! Our decorations went up on the 1st of December and I can't stop smiling when I look around our our lounge. It looks sooooo beautiful. I wish it could stay like this forever. Our tree is much more twinkly than last year too and it has flowers and fairies and lots and lots of tinsel. It's so christmasy! When the decorations went up I felt like I might just burst with happiness. I was so overwhelmed I actually thought I might cry! I could feel tears.
Then there is presents! Oh my goodness this is just too exciting! I have to try really really hard not to think about presents too much. This year Alex asked me to write a Christmas list, usually it's just surprises. I've thought about it really really carefully and I've asked for: A monster teddy ( he is the best teddy ever! Except for Erwin but Erwin is a bear so they can't really be compared. I will love them both equally if I get him) A monster hoodie, A cookie monster flat hat and some ladybird wellies. I love monsters:) Something is troubling me a little though, what happens if there is no monster teddy? I feel afraid I might cry. That would be awful because Alex would get to be really disappointed with me. I think I would be disappointed with myself too. I just hope with all my heart there is a monster.
Some not so good things have been happening too, My speech and memory have gotten quite a bit worse and we had a not so nice trip to the hospital. It's okay though, it's Christmas and everything is always okay at Christmas:)
Well I hope you all have the twinkliest of Christmases full of love, laughter and lots and lots of magic!