One of my most severe spankings ever, and also one which hit me on an emotional level more than any spanking I have received in the past. I have teared up a bit and cried out during many spankings, but never before had I completely lost it and had uncontrollable flowing tears through the majority of a discipline spanking. But during this one I did. It's very rare that I smoke because I'm allergic to it. In fact, my Daddy/boyfriend quit smoking recently, a very difficult thing for him to do after being a smoker for 20 years, largely because he felt bad that it was bothering me so much. But then a few weeks ago a friend who has also been trying to quit gave me the pack out of her purse so she wouldn't smoke them. I should've thrown them away but they'd been sitting in my room and I had one a couple weeks ago and one more a few days ago when I was bored one night. It's understandable that Daddy was pretty upset when he found out. He sat me down and lectured me about it, then bent me over pillows on the bed for one of the worst experiences of my life. I was spanked and scolded mercilessly with straps, large paddles, and much more for at least 20 minutes, finally ending with 12 from the sjambok, a thick black rubber implement which is sort of a cross between a whip and a cane - it's the worst implement imaginable. I started to cry near the beginning from my "bad girl" strap and continued throughout. This was almost hard for me to post as it is so personal, and well, embarrassing. But one thing I know, I won't be touching another cigarette! WARNING: Very harsh! This is a very severe and intense movie which includes some possibly alarming skin damage, not for the faint of heart! If you like severe disciplinary spankings for real offenses with real tears, this full is an absolute must see. Video is available at www.lilystarr.com. Contact Lily at firstname.lastname@example.org.